May 2013
6 posts
April 2013
6 posts
[AGGRESSIVELY CARES FOR YOU FROM A DISTANCE BECAUSE I DON’T KNOW HOW TO MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER]
March 2013
2 posts
another season
Another season, another time, another chance
to right the wrongs which have burrowed into our lives,
and made homes
Another season, and I want to break down in it
but know
I can’t afford to
February 2013
2 posts
ventventbreathe
It’s become apparent to me that some things simply aren’t how they used to be. People who we once cared about don’t seem to be around much anymore and there doesn’t seem to be a reason as to why.
Why do things change; other than because they must?
I’m growing increasingly sick and tired of pessimistic attitudes….lifestyles. If you never have anything nice,...
January 2013
2 posts
all night
Lately, I stay up all night.
Not because I can’t sleep, or choose not to sleep
but because I’m looking for something.
Something to take me away, with a sense
of urgency.
Where’s the urgency, anymore?
Where’s that little bit more
I feel like a constantly unfinished sentence.
So I’ll stay up all night,
in hopes that
October 2012
2 posts
heartspeak
I’ve no vacancy. But you said there’s a home for me inside your heart.
How could I
without leaving an imprint,
without leaving some sort of mess.
What kind of tenant would I be, or would
you tell me to never leave
I could listen to your heart talk forever.
For as long as it will. For as long as I’m allowed.
I could listen to your heart talk forever.
September 2012
5 posts
all i want is nothing more
I don’t know what it is anymore, to feel human. Because all I feel is bitterness, and disappointment, and the warm sting of loss.
What am I
what am I, anymore.
black & blue
It seldom comes around anymore, but when it does
I can’t hold back. Taking over me like a sound wave
of hate and anger and hate and hate and hate
I feel myself falling into nothing but myself,
as my bones are coming loose, all I want to do
is hit everything in sight.
For release
For pain
For pleasure
to feel something, anything, other than what I am
to turn my hands
black and blue...
sept/11
I’m angry, and sad. But I’m so sick of both. I’m trying so hard to move on and catch the feelings that I know I can but for right now, I can’t.
I feel like I need to explain. I feel like I need to go back.
The beginnining, if that’s even what you can call it, was bad. It was so blurred and distorted that it should have been some sort of indication if nothing else. I...
happy
I wrote a blog
but it had too many words.
When all I was really trying to say, was
I hate you.
August 2012
12 posts
when
When there’s nothing left to take down.
When every piece of paper, every memory, every scrap thought
has been torn
off the walls, and burned.
When every feeling dies, and all the sadness hits the floors
pools around my ankles, and suffocates the silence
-what now
Where do I go, when the place I called home is ridden with the smell of you, the sounds of you, the bugs of you.
When...
Watchavalar:
oh god he’s at it again
don't stay
Go, don’t stay
It’s the coming and leaving that kills me. It’s having you there one second, and not the next.
You can’t be fire and water. You can’t be a lot of things.
I gave you everything. I gave it all, and I feel like you’re coming up short; three cents, five dollars, one year.
I want it back. I want it all. The good times but not the bad. The time...
how to explain
How do I explain this bliss that I’ve so clumsily stumbled upon. How do I put in words that of which I am feeling, so raw, so beautiful.
I feel like beginning.
I feel like there is SO much love in me.
I feel new, and fresh.
I feel like I’ve some sort of purpose,
a direction.
I feel content
I feel humble.
I feel tired but I feel accomplished.
Sore, but for a good cause.
This...
July 2012
10 posts
me in the morning: Nah, I'm not hungry
me in the afternoon: Eh I'll eat later
me in the evening: Oh I haven't eat yet? Oh...well that sucks
me at 3am while the rest of the house is asleep: LET'S ORDER THREE PIZZAS AND DIP THEM IN CAKE JESUS CHRIST I'M STARVING
sharkybites:
madasbrendonthinasryan:
...
call your girlfriend
Throw me to the wind, take
down my sails and let me
sink
down,
down
I want to drown in the tangles of your
tree bark
hair,
I want to lay in your framework
for hours, and hours
Until the scent of certainty, rubs
off on me.
Watchgiraffesforeveryone:
thatfunnyblog:
I hope this was just left on some kid’s laptop and somebody found it and posted it.
If you do not find this video to make you laugh, cheer up, or just smile, you are not human and you can not be saved.
-b
“You can only recognize your happiness against the background of suffering. If you have not suffered hunger, you do not appreciate having something to eat. If you have not gone through a war, you don’t know the value of peace. That is why we should not try to run away from one thing after another thing. Holding our suffering, looking deeply into it, we find a way to happiness.”
June 2012
6 posts
dust to dust
He smelled of ashes; literally as if his insides were no longer meaty and wet, but of a smokey dust instead. But I hugged him still, as though he were steel, as though he would not and could never break in my ever reaching existence.
We sat next to eachother for a period of about four hours, give or take, and I enjoyed every second; every breath.
When we rose to leave, meeting in the middle, I...
perspective
I won’t hurt you
she cooed
I couldn’t, even if I tried
And maybe the lioness
was admiring the gazelle,
all this time
Thirsty for beauty
never once did a bite
cross her mind.
YOUR WEAVE IS UGLY LAQUISHA
UGLY
